M i z z [ b l a c k o u t ]

So about a week or so ago i was in the car with my brother after he picked me up early from school due this thing that grown ups call “sickness”, and he was telling me how this radio here in Houston called Party 93.3 that plays like Chicano rap and Hip Hop and such, but because it is own by this latin station called Univision [because we live in Texas, a lot of things here are in spanish]…everything in the station was replaced by Tejano music…now there is no competetion for the other Hip Hop station…

so now while i was walking home from school, i was listen to another station that was kinda pop-ish called Hot 95.7, and they had a commercial from one of its VPs or whoever in the world is in charge of letting down several people in a heartbeat without any sympathy, made an announcement saying that there were going to be some “major changes” and that “due to economic issues/problems (something like that)” that these changes were going to come about… which is funny because they said that its been a year since the station became “Hot 95.7”… it used to be my mom’s favorite station to listen to jazz EVERY SINGLE DAY, called “95.7 The Wave”… it is sad how this happens to such awesome stations! I mean i think that i would die if they ever got rid of one the OLDEST stations that i have been pretty much faithful to for along as i have been obsessively addictive to the radio and music in general… they are eliminating the competetion and its began to kill my constant shift back and forth from station station…

To be honest, i was happy to listen to two of the same song back to back on both stations… i just wish that hadn’t canceled Party 93.3 [formerly known as Party 104.9 and now to NOTHING AT ALL!]… hearts will break all over Houston on monday morning at 6 in the morning when they make that announcement when they pull the pull on 95.7 ….[tear]…[tears]…[sobbing]…

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I have resorted to using just audio YouTube communications, due to the fact that i cannot find my camera that “mysteriously” was lost after the babysitting of “unique” kids one night. I know that it wrong to assume that a 3 year old and a 1 year old kidnapped my precious on sale $100 HP Camera [that came with its own printer & trial ink], but i do recall that one or both of them got a whopping for even touching the camera…

I’m not saying that i beat kids for touching minor things such as a $100 camera, but i do let them know that once i say don’t touch, i mean don’t touch, whether that comes in spoken word, or swift swing of a forceful hand.

Ugh… well i really don’t know what else to blog about, so i’ll do some mentioning of Travis McCoy so i can get first priority when someone googles Travis McCoy on Tumblr…yes, i am shallow like that! Anyways, i was on Travie’s tumblr and he had video of this ringed-tail lemur that his friend from Austin has a pet, which is honestly not something we down in Houston. Well possibly there are some crazy people who are into exotic pets. Well i wanted Travis to come to Houston so i can spot him in the streets and i can flip out but once again, due to the fact that i do not have a camera, i would be highly upset. So i guess Travis McCoy should come to Houston whenever i actually find my camera or possibly replace it..[doubt that i would honestly find it but you never know]…

Do you think that it’s time for reality shows to go on a show for stupid reality shows, to emphasize the dumbness that reality show era has brought upon my generation of TV addicts…

After a while every Real World is the same, crazy black people, pyscho white people, the occasional trani or lezzie or hispanic person or muscle meat-head jerk or recovery crackhead or aspiring star/starlet…

every Big Brother is just another season of how the gov’t spies on people but they used washed up celebs or nobodies from real America everyday lives [did that even make a lick of sense? doesn’t matter.. the “man” is reading this anyways…]

every Survivor is just a group of people on an island who run out of normal clothes and turn leaves and branches and last season’s survivor’s shirts into what they call “clothing”…

every dating show is another…well another dating show

thousands of women [sadly guys as well] trying to get 15 minutes of fame so they can end up on some music video later on in their lives…

well there are some shows i guess that i have to give its props to… i mean when Rob & Big came to its final episode [which makes no sense after three seasons], there needed to be some kind of compensation [dictionary check: its correct!]… that’s when MTV finally wised up and gave Rob Dyrdek his own show again called Fantasy Factory… now it’s my compensation show, instead of that lame 50th season of Real World vs Road Rules The Duel… :]

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Hmmm…how often can someone with very weak defense wall say no to someone? Especially when there is another someone in their lives that took down that fragile defense wall…

The ability to say it, no i mean, is not always easy as it seems, i guess i have to admit. I mean i think i get what parents say, “Be firm and say ‘no’ when people pressure”… do i have to hear that from everyone i make promises to?

You feel like you betrayed someone when you say that you will say no to other people but then turn around do exactly what you weren’t supposed to NOT do… i hate it especailly when its those universal rules. The ones where you know that you are not supposed to do it, but you end up doing it anyways, ex: cheating [tests, spouses], lying, commiting a crime, etc.

Hmm maybe these are just fore warning signs to say that “hey! pay attention now! learn from this because in the end it can REALLY hurt you!”

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Honestly, i know that Jesse McCartney maybe like the teen dream boat, but this kid has like the nicest song ever! I can’t get over it. I mean this is so cute and adorable and i love the chorus… honest i give props to this kid… he’s doing good..especailly considering he came from the dumb little boy band called “Dream Street” and was on Summerland… much props for growing Jesse…much props

Okay so i have this friend that is not just my friend on YouTube but also my friend in this place i call school, and since that we were on spring break for an entire week, she asked a bunch of people if she should do a video for each day that we are off…first mistake RIGHT THERE NANCY! Well so far she had been keeping up with it and what not so next thing you know, she missed a day. She said that she had to be punished for not “vlogging” one day or anyday she was supposed to “vlog”. She made a video saying that people can leave her suggestions of what her punishment should be. SECOND MISTAKE THERE NANCY! [waves index around in front of computer monitor as if it was really nancy she was talking to, and not weird tech-nerd posting her tumblr blog for her on to tumblr]…

so this is the end result, and i want someone like Travis McCoy to watch this because i would LOVE to know what he thinks about all of this … because this is too funny to NOT show to important people… but if Nancy because a famous YouTuber because of this video, she better give me the credit for the first part of this video, because i was awesome enough to come with the idea! YAY VIV!!

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i hate it… i honestly hate it! when guys go up to a girl and asak if she has a boyfriend, and when the girl responds with a “no” the guy says he cheesiest thing:

“Why don’t you have boyfriend? You’re so beautiful/pretty/fine..”

I mean honestly, that is something nice to hear the first time but after a while it gets annoying.. maybe its annoying to me because i hear it and i fall for it ALL the time.. i mean not literally all the time but when some stupid boy comes along and sweet talks me i tend to fall under his spell of charm and so that’s pretty much the honesty of a real teenage girl…so parents beware if you’re reading this..

boys = stupid sweet talkers

girls = inteligent future women who can at one point in their lives but stuck under a spell of the male persausion.

Chucky, Freddy Kruger, That lil Irish dude that is SUPER SCARY, Jason, Michael Myers, and other scary dudes from the movies have nothing compared to this: Child Pageantry… It’s the most scary thing that I have seen, EVER! I mean those little pretty and perfect, but they look TOO perfect! Almost as if they were those freaky looking porcelain dolls [spell check: (it is right!)]… The sad part is that the parents, mainly the moms and the occasional pathethic dad, make their daughters wear these sets of prosthetic teeth for their front teeth, because we ALL know that little kids don’t the “best” set of front teeth when they’re 6 or 8 years old. If I were to be in Obama place right now I make this crap illegal, this should count as child abuse, child negligence, SOMETHING! There is a serious issue… it’s just down right creepy… and not…not.. NATURAL!

So colleges look at whether or not you are involved in extra curricular activities while you were in high school, well to be honest there is nothing i would like to join at this point and stage…

I mean our flag dancers aka the ENVY Color Gaurds, well they suck to tell the truth. The dancers as well suck, except for my friend Estefanie. She’s actually pretty good and proud at dancing for the band as an Emerald [band dancers’ name]. I mean yeah WOO! GO SCHOOL PRIDE! but i wouldn’t want to be apart of such “suckiness”. One thing that i do hate about the Emeralds and the ENVY Color Gaurd is that most of them seem conceited and that all of them hang out with each other… that’s my thing, if i were in band i would like to hang out with my own friends, not just you [insert word to insult girls that i don’t care for too much]…

Even our cheerleaders suck. No one really has respect for our cheerleaders. I think though that maybe because of the cheerleader stereotype that no one likes the cheerleaders because they think that they are all that, but this year they honest do suck so much that a bunch of them are “DORKS”. they are two that ride my bus and while i watched them practice while i was in detention [that’s a subject that i will discuss in a minute] and those girls are so insecure with themselves that it made me not want to join even more… i mean i won’t say that i haven’t had my insecure moments, but to be on a team that is supposed to be supporting our school with spirit that is made up of a bunch of girls who seem insecure with the moves that they are doing, then i don’t want no part. Oh yeah back to the serving detention while the cheerleaders practice… the cheerleaders practice in the cafeteria, which is where detention is served after school as well. Just imagine how much fun that is to hear a suck cheerleadering squad constantly messing the routine and obviously gay but not gay “guy-leader” try to practice… “fun”…”tons”

Hmmm maybe extra curriculars are just not for me… its always about clique status, and if you don’t get into one of them by the time you’re a Junior in high school you have no reason to join in the end…Oh well, life goes on and there’s nothing else to do but go with the flow of high school…

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Should someone get upset when someone repays them for doing something nice for them? i mean their being generous to your genorosity…[hold on dictionary lookup].. “generosity” not “genorosity”. Back to teh subject at hand, if i was in that situation, i would appreciate someone repaying me back when i helped them out, but then again i would feel like they didn’t want my help and that they are repaying me back to shut me up or something…

Apparently some people can be a little sensitive, if only i can emphasize exaggeration on the “little” itself, but i mean if someone pays you back, just shut up and take it, no matter how much you don’t want to, just shut up and take it like a “man” or a “woman”….

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anyone reading my posts and think that i must be some weird chick who has no friends…take a look at this chick… she is someone i call a friend sad to say [lol, jk] and compared to her i am nowhere near the zip code of weird… :]

let’s take emotions one at a time… APPRECIATIVE yesterday i went to this banquet thing for this program that i waste my precious after school bum-ness time for every week and so they wanted the faithful and willing students to go to this banquet and pretty “persuaded” or bribe, i forget which one was bad, into giving us more money for this program… yeah so i heard the testimonies of one my friends and i never knew what exactly what he went through until that night and it was touching for me to hear his story growing up…but anyways all i can say is that there have been many times where i felt like i wanted to just quit this program and go find a job, and that i felt weird because i am the ONLY [not exaggerating] black person in this program, that i wanted to stay and be apart of something, aprt of history, apart of a legacy… “CRUNK” okay so today i just went to this black history thing for my school that they call “Soul Heaven” which is kinda sad and cool at the same time… i mean its done by the band and the band director is black, but i mean at a prodominantly hispanic high school, no one really cares about the different kinds of black history there is…. so anyways usually at these things i get “crunk” as one would say and there are kinds of yelling involved and me standing up crossing my arms and screaming “X! ITS ALL ABOUT THAT CLASS OF X!” … moments… so precious… and then i was singing along to this song that i think was sung by black i assume, called “Aint No Mountain High Enough”, i love that song… especailly its the ultimate dedication love song! but they ruined at the show because they got these two people to sing it and the guy SUCKED ULTIMATELY and the chick, who i know, was not fit for the part, they should have gotten someone else to sing it, but oh well i’m not the band director so i have no control over it…but at least that we had a “crunk” ending even though more than half of the auditorium left because the last bell rang….whatever, i apprecaited what was presented… :] STRESSED okay well since i’m almost leaving high school, i need complete some of the requirements like GPA and SAT crap, well here’s the issue, back in February i signed up for the SAT that is to be taken this coming saturday but apparently, the registration did not go through and i doubt that i am taking the test on saturday if the registration does not go through, but hopefully things will work out come tomorrow morning when i go talk to the lady who helped me sign up for the SAT because i know i will be hot and mad when i find out that i wont be able to take this stupid test come Saturday! ARG! this furstrates me even more just typing about it… i just need some me time… so alone time… space out and forget all the things that upset me or fustrate me, the things that cause my blood pressure to go up and possibly give me a freaking heart attack in few seconds… ugh… -[blackout]

ok so i know that my friend Nancy would be mad at me because i didn’t follow her to freewebs.com and blog over there, but i actually thought that since someone so cool as Travis McCoy from Gym Class Heroes could be on here i thought i should have at least given this a shot. what to blog about…what to blog about…hmmm… oh i know… my day at school! :] ok well so far its Tues and half of the week is almost over… THANK GOODNESS! waking up oh so early in the morning to a place to get picked up a big yellow thing that takes me to other places to pick up other people who are going to the same big place where i waste 7 and half hours of my life in for what? i don’t even remember, but all i can say i actually do learn something.. it may not be from the teachers or so-called “educated” teachers they hired to entertain us hormonal teenagers for an hour and half 4 times a day…[sighs] hmmm.. what else … welll hopefully my blogs would be a lot more entertaining than this lame first time entry…laters…. -[blackout]