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July 2009

Heat + Poverty = ...

…= me being ready to blow a fuse! I’m sick of being in this hot house! I’m really tired and I’m just about ready for some fun. Ugh. All I have is blogging, whoops I mean tumblogging, and twittering, and MySpacing and Facebooking. That not’s including the YouTubing that I’m starting to get sick of. I mean I have to wait to see an insanely funny video that my sad excuse of a friend, just kidding Nancy if you read this, and even then after I watch I’m waiting for more. But I shouldn’t complain considering that there are people worse off than me.

Ugh time to complain about the ex-boyfriend and the father. At the same time. the other day I went walking to the corner gas station with my dad and he kept pestering me about the time I said I was gonna go hang out with my at the time friend/ actually secret boyfriend. [Timeline reference: THis was like back in March, during Spring Break] so my dad was asking about him and who is he and what not, and I was like oh well there he goes there jumping out the back of that truck right now. My dad being the embarrassing person that he can be, calls out to my exBF “Hey!” as my exBF goes off running towards the complex. I was like “Ugh. Why!” So then this whole discussion over my mom knowing who he is and such and how come I didn’t know about it. Blah Blah Blah. Yeah, so now I start doing that thing that I allows tend to do at some point of my life. I start hating the decision that I knew I should have gone with in the first place. Just saying “No”. Hmm. D.A.R.E. had a point but I think they teaching should have been geared toward pointless relationships.

This heat is killing me. Honestly. Ugh why must the light bill be so high during the summe?

Jul 21, 2009
Just About Ready To...

…do the skeddadle as Jeanette Walls says in her book, The Glass Castle. I’m sick of being confined to my house all day long and having nothing really to do. I mean after a while you can only watch oh-so-many videos on YouTube and MySpace so much, as well as Facebook. I mean my summer life is so boring that I actually created a Twitter to keep in contact with a close friend of mine, Nancy. Yes, yes, the insane YouTube-aholic that I post tumblogs about ever now and then. Anyways this was all lead to me not wanting to log in to my Yahoo!Messenger considering that no one is ever online to talk to me anyways. I think people don’t show that they’re online when I log in. [insert sad face…..NOW!]

It’s just ridiculous that I’m about to be a Senior in high school, and I honestly don’t have anything to show for my summer this year. I mean I haven’t even been able to go to this scholarship summer session thing that I’m apart of. Life tends become more pathetic with time. Ugh. I’m ranting I see. [Note: I’ve noticed that my life is so boring that I’m actually capitalizing and grammatically fixing things in my blog.]

Just waiting on May 2010 so I can make my plans to leave this place. I mean people move to Houston to have a better life I guess you can say. But the way things are going, it seems like moving away from poverty is the only way to get out of it. Well at least that’s my conclusion. I mean I’m 17, only been to Six Flags once [when it was still open in Houston], Schlitterbahn in New Braunsfel [before the one in Galveston opened up], and that’s it. I mean I’ve vistied my mom’s country, Panama, but I’ve really haven’t been outside of Texas. I’ve gone to Austin, Dallas, San Antonio, and Wichita Falls, Tx. but it doesn’t reallycount as traveling. I want to visit places other than what is an easy drive. I want to catch a plane somewhere like New York you know. Ugh. I’m done ranting for now.

Good night.

-[blackout]

Jul 19, 2009
I Hate Girls Who...

…don’t eat because they have boyfriends. I mean it’s honestly insane! I actually know girls who don’t eat during lunch or sometimes breakfast because they don’t want their boyfriends to come around and see them chowing down on food. I mean I will admit that no girl should be a total slob and have barbeque rib sauce all over their face while they’re eating when their boyfriends are around but I’m just trying express that girls shouldn’t be afraid to eat because their boyfriends are around. Honestly if a guy doesn’t like you to eat then that’s not a good relationship obviously!

-[blackout]
Jul 9, 2009
Cell Phone Threeway Confrontation...

As much as it is difficult to be on the short end of the stick, threeway confrontation is always the best way to find out things truthfully. I can’t give specific examples considering that some of my friends read this blog you know but the thing is it’s crazy how people do things that they think won’t come to light. Especially in high school. I mean word gets around FAST.

Sadly it tends to be the bad stuff to be spread around. Plus it gets bended a little bit. You know I try not to get to one side of the argument especially when it’s between two or more of my friends and i actually have no business in the situation but when i feel like one my friends don’t have anyone to back them up I would like to be that person but at the same time try to be neutral on the whole issue at hand. Because like in one my former blogs, I like people to be honest about something that people have proof on. I mean there is one thing when people lie to cover their fannies as well as those of their friends and not get completely involved in a situation but at the same time. I think that if several people were in a room and can verify what happened in a room and be honestly truthful i would appreciate it.

I just think that people should be careful what they do and what they say especially when it comes to high school matters. I just think that there’s already enough to deal with in high school that someone needs to avoid all that in general. And word of advice to anyone, don’t date your ex’s friends or relatives. That’s just too much to deal with especially since this typically cause drama to occur between all three parties or more.

-[blackout]

Jul 4, 2009
Senior Sex...

Don’t get all dirty-minded on me now. I’m talking about high seniors who do it their senior year and worry about getting pregnant or being pregnant while they about to graduate. They smart thing to do is to not do it your senior year! Abstinence retard. Hold on spell check. [i spelled abstinence correct!]

Jul 2, 2009
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