M i z z [ b l a c k o u t ]

So… Yeah. I’m stuck here at home when the majority of my friends went off to Europe. I mean I could have gone but there are a couple of factors that stopped me from going:

1. I don’t have money, even though I could have raised money like a lot of people did, but still senior year is expensive AS IS, didn’t have the dinero to cough up for a week in Europe.

2. Um, Me + Planes + Over a large body of water = HELL TO THE NO! I don’t get down like that. Flying to my mom’s country is different from flying over a big giant body of water and not knowing how to swim. Not cool.

Those are my only reasons but I mean, meh, I’m at home. I could have lied to my bus driver and said that I was going to Europe with everyone else but I knew he most likely would have asked for something. Oh, I forgot to explain that story.

So the bus driver kept asking me to hang out with him sometime this week and I had to lie and say that I was going to Dallas, which I’m not but I had to say something to get him to understand that I’m going to hang out with him. He’s one little persistent bastard! Geez. #creeper!

Um… I’m already over this blog. Time to come up with another story. Goodbye.

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…but I do INTEND on trying to blog the mess out of my frustration on Tumblr about EVERYTHING or AT LEAST EVERYTHING that’s going on with me… Because apparently, no one would REALLY let me say my piece without shutting me up and just automatically judging me. UGH.

I’m tired of this shizz…

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It’s been a year since I first created this world that I express almost EVERYTHING about my life! Ahhh! Happy Birthday MyTumTum! :]

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Okay, so I think I’m in deep poop. Bus driver is apparently SERIOUSLY after me… I mean yeah I know this ALL I ever talked about and somewhat dreamed about but I mean now that it’s happening, I don’t want it to. It’s just… just… AWKWARD!

He’s the same age as my brother! But he’s older than him by 2 months (oh yeah he’s turning 25 THIS month…) He keeps bugging me about what I’m going to give him for his birthday and I’m like… Um… Dunno. I hope he’s not expecting me to be naked under cake because TRUST ME… It’s NOT as FUN AS IT SEEMS! *giggles*.

Okay, I bet you’re wondering how this ALL came about, here it goes: We started about how I don’t go out places because I’m under lockdown BLAH BLAH BLAH and then he asked when am I going to get a chance to sneak out and I was all like “OH I’M GONNA GO TO SEE ALICE IN WONDERLAND ON FRIDAY IF MY MOM DOESN’T GO TO WORK, BLAH BLAH BLAH” and then he asked if I wanted to chill afterwards and I was like WTF?! Um… You’re like crossing boundaries here buddy! But of course because Mizz[blackout] has never encountered situations like that before she did NOT say that and kind of went along with it… Well anyways, I was like okay I guess. (Keep in mind that was yesterday!) Then this morning on my way to my internship, he texted me and asked me when I wanted to chill and I was like *shrug* and then he suggested Friday. Guess what I said… That’s right. I was dumb enough to say “Aight”. WTF?! Someone slap me NOW!

Well I managed to somewhat cancel that little DATE i guess you can call it. I QUICKLY texted back saying “OH WAIT I’M SUPPOSED TO BE GOING TO THE MOVIES WITH MY FRIENDS!” and the persistent mofo just said “what time are you gonna be done with your friends?” AHHHH! QUIT TRYING! Grr! Anyways, I think I said IDK but I’m not sure… I’m like FLIPPING OUT HERE! So, yeah. I’m screwed. In SOOOO many ways… it’s not even funny… HELP ME! March looks to be a crappy month for me… :(

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