M i z z [ b l a c k o u t ]

The title says “Just Less Than 1 Month” if you didn’t know already… (:

Yes. My reign of random-ness is almost over here in Houston. I mean I am not leaving the great city of Ache-TuhOwNuh (H-Town) for good. I’m simply leaving to experience the constant drunken, unprotect sexual college life for four years. I’ll be back on holidays breaks. (:

-Mizz[blackout]

PS. I hope that no one took that statement seriously, because it would be sad if you had to read this footnote/disclaimer to understand that I wasn’t. :-|

…and now that I have one, I don’t know what the crap I am supposed to do with her now.

Hold on. Let me catch you up. Mizz[blackout] = the only girl of 3 children between my mother and father. Well recently I found out that I have an 11-year-old sister from some other woman that… um… Well, you know where I’m going with this. BUT ANYWAYS.

But anyways, all this time I have DESPERATELY wanted a sister to play with but now that I’m heading off to college there’s really nothing to look forward to. Plus the issue came up of whether or not I would be jealous that I am technically no longer the baby of the family nor the only girl. I basically saw it this way, I don’t care because:

1. I am leaving in the Fall to another school.
2. She can have the spoiling she wants. My dad JUST found out that she existed. I will be away and she can have all his attention. I’m am NOT jealous.

The reign of me being Daddy’s Little Girl is OVER. I’m 18 and getting ready to move out. I need to grow up. But I will say that when it comes time for me to get married, then OF COURSE all the attention shall be on me and then afterwards, I don’t care. Lol

I haven’t met my new sister yet and I must admit that I am extremely anxious for that day to come but hopefully it’s not AS awkward as I know it WILL be.

-Mizz[blackout]

PS I slightly remember her older brother (not related to me) back from when the WHOLE THING going down back in the day. I doubt that he would remember me though. Let’s hope not because I didn’t like him too much. Lol. 

So I was reading on Wikipedia.org about the gangs in Houston and it’s unbelievable the crap that I was reading. I mean stupid MS-13 and Southwest Cholos and some other dumb gangs are running Houston (well more like Southwest Houston) and shooting up each other giving Houston a bad name.

I mean I’m proud to be from Houston and I can’t said that I don’t love being from the Southwest side. But then again, all this dumb gang crap is lame. I mean after you graduate high school (which some of them don’t, *shaking my head*) it doesn’t matter if you are in a gang or not. It’s just LAME! I mean it’s one thing to be a thug and walk around like you’re “hard” (street dictionary: tough, thug, walking around like a “nigha” not to eff with.) But if you want to claim neighborhoods and “gangs” then you’re just straight tripping. Honestly, it’s only “cool” or “acceptable” if you are in high school, maybe even middle school.

I guess that it’s acceptable because when you get arrested by the police, you get sent to juvie and you can get that crap wiped off your records. But once you hit 18, that shizz doesn’t go away. You just look stupid with all these PETTY criminals on your records and end up getting charged with some dumb shizz. I don’t know. As much as I love the appearance of a sexy cholo gangster Latino boy, I hate when they actually represent a dumb gang or neighborhood. Ugh.

WHY MUST ALL THE FINE ONES BE THE BAD ONES AS WELL???

-Mizz[blackout]